Monday, 1 October 2007

Insomnia

I don't really know what's wrong with me. For at least the last six months, I've been totally unable to fall into a regular sleep pattern. Take right now, for example. I'm tired, and I should be able to sleep easily. But I have too much to think about! Night after night I find myself lying in bed in the early hours, very tired, but with so much running through my head that I can't sleep. It varies between random thoughts about the TV show/film I just watched to worries about never finding love or never waking up! All total nonsense, of course. But this time last year, I was sleeping soundly every night. What's changed? What the hell is wrong with me? Perhaps I should see a doctor? But then again, to quote The Verve: "The drugs don't work". Maybe I need to concentrate on doing more with myself, so that I don't wile away my evenings sitting in my room. Or maybe I should stick at trying to sleep, instead of heading for my computer because I can't sleep. Well, only time will tell!

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